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i'm writing down things i don't know how to say by stuff7, literature
Literature
i'm writing down things i don't know how to say
it has been months since i've put pen to paper and not thought of you. it's been months since i've been able to paint portraits with pencil across a paper plain. i'm having trouble forming sentences. i'm having trouble falling asleep at night. i'm having trouble.
i am writing down the things i don't know how to say.
you hit me like a freight train, suddenly, without a siren or horn. i guess that's why i haven't been able to speak, i've been lying, breathless, on my back for what seems like a long enough time for me to bleed out. i'm constantly waiting for something to happen. i wake up every morning and i always check to see if you're still
his parents called him will, a condensed version for william. to me, "will" was the constant friday nights of his curved thighbone in the midnight air against mine, and scintillating neon lights and 80's music that was etched inside our pupils like crossfires.
david bowie was singing to me through my headphones, and i mumbled to him about will and my uneven forehead, (my skin wasn't clear anymore, either) and how will and i held hands in public restaurants and how my lips were so chapped that they peeled when we first kissed-- but i was seventeen, i had purple constellations doodled on my french homework, and during algebra class i sketched
Before you kill yourself... by MikkiMarie, literature
Literature
Before you kill yourself...
Before you kill yourself,
Remember just one little thing.
There are places to go,
Where you have never been before.
How can you be sure those places are bad?
There are things to see,
Things you have never seen before.
How can you be sure those things are ugly?
There is a new tune to hear,
Something you've never heard before.
How can you be sure that tune is scary?
There are words to be said,
Things that have never been said before.
How can you be sure those words are hurtful?
There are dreams to be imagined,
Things you have never dreamed before.
How can you be sure that they are nightmares?
Darling, please don't give up.
Please stay st
The back of his hand
crack
On her cheek.
The floor comes up
thud
Bruises her side.
His steel-toed boot
pow
Into her stomach.
The door
slam
As he leaves.
Her tears
pitter-patter
On the floor
For the baby
silent
That will never be born.
Words have become
tasteless to me,
I'm afraid—
like rotten apples
fit for the worms.
Quite frankly,
it feels as
though I am
dancing without
glass slippers;
pirouetting my way through
a ballroom full of
tongues made for poetry.
Where's a
wicked witch when
you need one?
All I seem to do is
dream while I'm awake and,
if we're being honest,
I was never much of an alluring tale
in the first place.
In all honesty, I have been critically inactive on this site for about a year? I think about a year. I have still been taking pictures and all is well. Sorry if I haven't responded to any of you. Don't take offense, it's just for the time being I am taking a break from DeviantArt. My life has taken priority to this community.
Who knows, maybe I'll start uploading soon, but for now I'ma say goodbye.
Alright. So admittedly I have neglected this site for almost a year now. I occasionally browse through new deviations but other than that, have been remarkably inactive. And so I'll say sorry about that.
I've been taking pictures. But... they haven't really been shown to anyone. I just need to get my butt in gear and get going.
Uhm. Right. Today I found this wonderful artist from Vietnam and She's only got six watchers. So go check her out. Now. I command it.
It is so hot it hurts. It is a Nikon D3000 that happened to come with two lenses that are equally as hot as it's base/body home unit thing. It looks really lumpy when I walk around and such because the lenses are so large. But I looooovee it. I'm going to name it. From here on out this little lump of technology is my baby. And I may or may not start referring to him as Cyclop. Or Tyson. Or Lucius.
But the point of this journal is to inform you that I will in fact start regularly uploading!! I'm so excited.
And my apologies for the sad attempt of a deviation. I just.. I wanted to take pictures and I'm not used to my camera yet apiubanpjp;s..
I get my life back at the end of the week! So excited our last musical performance is on saturday, after that, the cast party and then after that UNLIMITED FREE TIME!!! I am so psyched. I'm just having a really great day and such. In fact me and epic-setter666 (https://www.deviantart.com/epic-setter666) are part of a trio for the choir concert so that's some more good news. Just... overall pretty great day.
Not to mention I still have canddyy from yesterdaayyy, yeah yeah. And black Friday is in UNO MONTH, so I'm marking down the days until I get my camera.
Not much else to say except I haven't been in this great a mood in quite awhile..
Well I love you all,
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