nataroque

Alright. So admittedly I have neglected this site for almost a year now. I occasionally browse through new deviations but other than that, have been remarkably inactive. And so I'll say sorry about that.

I've been taking pictures. But... they haven't really been shown to anyone. I just need to get my butt in gear and get going.

Uhm. Right. Today I found this wonderful artist from Vietnam and She's only got six watchers. So go check her out. Now. I command it.

It is so hot it hurts. It is a Nikon D3000 that happened to come with two lenses that are equally as hot as it's base/body home unit thing. It looks really lumpy when I walk around and such because the lenses are so large. But I looooovee it. I'm going to name it. From here on out this little lump of technology is my baby. And I may or may not start referring to him as Cyclop. Or Tyson. Or Lucius.

But the point of this journal is to inform you that I will in fact start regularly uploading!! I'm so excited.

And my apologies for the sad attempt of a deviation. I just.. I wanted to take pictures and I'm not used to my camera yet apiubanpjp;s.. oh well. I sHall become better *cue heroic pose*

I love you all! Happy Thanksgiving late by one day!

Ég elska ykkur öll,

Nat

I get my life back at the end of the week! So excited our last musical performance is on saturday, after that, the cast party and then after that UNLIMITED FREE TIME!!! I am so psyched. I'm just having a really great day and such. In fact me and epic-setter666 are part of a trio for the choir concert so that's some more good news. Just... overall pretty great day.

Not to mention I still have canddyy from yesterdaayyy, yeah yeah. And black Friday is in UNO MONTH, so I'm marking down the days until I get my camera.

Not much else to say except I haven't been in this great a mood in quite awhile..

Well I love you all,

Ես սիրում եմ ձեզ բոլորիդ,

Nat~

Okayy. Wow. This weekend is sucktacular. And I'm sorry for abusing the journal tool here on dA but I feel like complaining. Yesterday I went out to get layered side bangs and came back wth a hedge glued to my forehead. Wooowww, fail on my part for not checking on whether or not this chick had a hearing imparement. Oops. Anywho, for the next month or two months I am going to have a head band in or have them pinned back. No one is going to see them. I swear, no one shall lay eyes on them. No one. Just GRAH ticked off at my life right now.

Oh well, all you watchers out there are probably going, "How come you never respond to my comments?!" Or "Why don't you have your camera yet?!". Well. I haven't responded to you because I am busy, don't particularly feel like socializing and I'm having a hard time seeing the computer screen with the bangs blocking my vision. Yeah and for the second question I don't have a lot of excuses. I still have not acquired the money I need for the camera because babysitting jobs are slim to none. However when I turn sixteen I'm starting CNA training and by summer (so far away) I'll have a job. Maybe the parents will donate to the cause for christmas or something? Hope so.

Whatever,, I have homework I should be doing and I'm jsut tired. Alright then, I am so very sorry for using this whole entire journal to rant and complain. A note to my new watchers: I usually don't rant and complain the whole journal. By the end of October hopefully life will get a little better? Oh well. I wish thee all luck.

Mən sizə bütün sevgi,

Nat~

This needs an update. And there are enough things going on in my life right now to write a decently sized journal. Ahhh, so to start this lump of words I shall begin with the title. Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat, is the school's musical this year. I am playing in the pit orchestra. This means my soul is now enslaved to this music and my freetime no longer exists. I mean for grape's sake the key signature starts out with five sharps and immediately switches mid song to five flats. So I end up thinking "Oh good, a key change maybe now my fingers won't blee- OH. Never mind it's just adding more pleasurable  accidentals and fricken off beats. But enough of my complaining about exceedingly difficult music. That is boring. But I swear the stuff is hard. Ask , she plays french horn in the pit~

Ehhh, so because of the music, and classes that pile on homework, a lot of projects and things I want to get done shall be put on hold. This includes my fabulous fanfiction I'm writing. This is especially frustrating because I have this wonderful scene all planned out for Kelsie and I want to write it sooo bad. I just need to find some way to bridge chapter to chapter.

And coffee, the lover in my life, is keeping me alive through all of this. Fifteen shots of espresso and I can take on the day. My yummy soul mate. Yeah that's right, be jealous.

Okay, good thing that happened today. I went to a meeting for foreign exchange and I might be able to go for a month to Switzerland next summer! the deciding factor is whether or not my family is willing to host for three to four weeks. Basically I need to convince my mom to not say no. I absolutely have to leave this country. Or even state. This place just sucks in general. SO BRING IT ON SWITZERLAND, I'M GOIN GET OUTTA HERE!!

Ehhh, other than that life is mild. Dull, I sleep in APUSH, kinda sorta bombed my Algebra test. All is well in the land of Natalesia. I love you all. To death.

Lamtumirë, I love ju të gjithë,

Nat